As in no motivation, no will, completely dead inside, too tired and too depressed to do anything, brain is stuck in PTSD mode all the time, etc etc. how do you manage? Especially if you have no one or anything to turn to and with a shitty economy everywhere to boot?
A cocktail of prescriptions (Venlafaxine, Olanzapine, Myrtazapine) and self-medication (weed mostly). Mindlessly spending my paycheck because there’s nothing to really look forward to long-term.